Date men from Canada / British Columbia / Gibsons, 35 year old

Date a soulmate from Gibsons, Canada. Alright so .... Gonna be honest here. I'm known in the past for being a happy goofy guy. I have had a good sense of humor I love acting like a dork and making people laugh. Go figure I was the class clown. The past 6 yrs of my life has been tough though and I guess has hardened me up a bit. I am in a relationship but not a good one. I have two unbelievable little boys that bring tears to my eyes everytime I think of them. Woulda never known you could ever love someone or something so much until I had my first. They are basically the only things in life that I get joy out of these days. I work ALOT though so don't get to spend as much time with them as I would like but I tell them how much I love them constantly. I guess quality not quantity is the key here. The thought of leaving my gf and having to be away from my boys is to much to bare so I tough it out. Def not meaning to imply I am by any means the ideal bf. I think with the right person I could become the person I once was. Anyway, don't think this is what I should be writing if I was looking to meet up with someone for a date but I guess I'm more less looking for feedback or some helpful advice constructive criticism to figure out where I should go from here I look forward to hearing from someone who has maybe been in shoes similar to mine :). My goal is to be with someone that I can make happy and someone who can make me happy.