Date men and women from Canada / British Columbia / Gold River, 39 year old

Date a man from British Columbia, Canada. I am not doing so good at the moment. But would like someone to comfort me before I get worst. It seems that I wroke up at the age of 34. I did work seven years before I retired from work at 20. I study computers from 21 till now. The kind of woman I want might also be on assistance or a little unwell her self, but in control all the time. Likes to stay home most of the time watching TV or listening to music. Just need to find someone equal to me. My parents said that you could stay at the house. I live in a small village community on Vancouver Island and there's going to be work starting up in the next few years here. My Dad want to come out of retirement then. He is 60 years old. I paided for myself till now. But if he goes to work again I would like to ask for things from him. I need a woman for physical comfort. Holding each other in bed so my body would feel good. Also holding hands on the couch watching the fire. I got to tell you I am unwell mental cause I got physical sick 3 years ago and haven't talk to to many people since then. I really need physical comfort. Think of me.
P.S. I know a woman wants to be understood by her man. Like reading her mind for her and getting everything right. While a man want sex. I haven't been in a long enough relationship to figure the right time to have sex. Except to be more aggressive. If a woman would tell me that anytime is good, that a load of my mind.