Date women from Canada / Ontario / Brockville, 19 year old

Date a soulmate from Ontario, Canada. My name is Ashley. My closest freinds usually describe me as loyal, brutally honest, creative and very kind and friendly.
I do whatever it takes to protect/help my friends no matter the cost. Loyalty is a big thing to me, I can't stand someone who back-stabs others for their own personal gain.
I'm grateful for my family and their constant support in my life. Though it may sometimes come with a price, my family is always there for me. I love them so much.
I'm very shy and not too social when you first get to know me, but when you earn my trust I open up like a book and am easy to read.
I don't trust easily. I am often suspicious of other peoples motives and over-react.
I have a dethly phobia of needles, but only medical ones. Someone who wants to be with me has to know this to help support me.
I'm most passionate about exploration and learning new things, finding new places. It's so exciting to see places most people never would even dream of! The fun is when you can show that place to those close to you as your secret.
I'm honestly pretty picky about the men I date, their attitude, personality and looks mostly. I'm sorry if I am that way, but it's who I am.
I will NOT change my life for anyone. Compromise is fine, but I won't stop doing all the things I love just because they are too dangerous or something like that.
I'm very spontaneous and would love a partner who is equally so to spend my time with.
I love to laugh and make others laugh, in that respect I am still very much an immature child, but I enjoy the smiles on people's faces and that makes it worth while.
I hve a very low opinion of myself physically seeing as I was bullied about my appearence all through high school and even later on in life. I'm often very negative about myself.
I am somewhat gloomy and dark at times, but that is the result of my past and is something unchangable, so I'drather people not try.
If you want to know more, then just cntact e :P