Date men from Canada / Ontario / Little Current, 36 year old

Date a soulmate from Canada. looking for love, the one, not really sure, but out there? I am middle aged, lost a lot of women in the past, trying not to make the mistakes, oh well, perhaps too young at heart? Sorry to sound so sad, hopefully my next "love of my life" won't slip through? Working everyday, glancing at the ladies in the subway, with sadness, they never look back, if they do, I shy away? Too bad, too scared to take a risk I suppose.